drugs and alcohol

they are a bitch. they can make you dependent on them and take your personality away. they create monsters that cant be stopped. but they can. love really isnt enough but it definately helps. my husband got addicted to pain meds after back surgery and became someone totally opposite of his true self in the meantime. although he was never violent, he still did things that he knew were wrong but didnt stop. he did them to push me away because he thought he would never be able to get away from the monster he had become. now, writing a bad check on a closed account has him away to come home anywhere between this coming july and january. drugs and alcohol may help in the short run but they are definately not worth your soul, your family, your self. if you choose to drink, please do it for the right reasons, if there are any. dont do it to mask pain thats too hard to deal with sober. all that does is bring you farther into the monster. love can conquer it. the addicts love of himself. now if we could just get him out of there and back home. the monster is gone and my love is back inside. please let him come home now.